Complicated Inside

26th Mar 2007 Author: dejavurainbow

Gw bukan seperti yg mereka kira…

so complicated inside

butuh kedamaian…dan keikhlasan

butuh cahaya penerang sebagai petunjuk jalan

butuh peneduh sebagai pelindung hati dari terik nya matahari nafsu dan derasnya hujan masalah

butuh seseorang sebagai imam dalam kehidupan yang sementara ini

need someone who can lead me to the right path

i have ALLAH and … i’ll have everything…for sure

 

emoticonGOD…i desprate here…i need Your Light again…

i know u’ll never leave me walk alone…i know that You know that i can handle all this "cookies"

to make me to be a better person and to be a stronger person

 

i know that You know that i can through all this episode

and i know for sure u’ll never leave me alone…

 

u gave me so many clue and i’ll try to reach all and follow all the sign…

and i try to listen to what my heart say….I CAN DO THIS…coz’ i have ALLAH.

I know that You’ll give me all the best for me, but You give me the way that i never knew it could be so hard and so complicated to face…i know this is the WAY….MAKTUB.

 

the way that will lead me to the best of me…coz You are really..really..really……..really take care of me.

i love u ALLAH…and plis don’t ever let my heart loving someone or something over my love to You.

Mengenangmu…

26th Mar 2007 Author: dejavurainbow

Tak ‘kan pernah habis, air mataku,
bila ku ingat tentang dirimu
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu,
mengapa sampai, saat ini, ku masih sendiri

Adakah disana, kau rindu padaku,
meski kita, kini ada di du-nia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin~ waktu berputar,
‘kan ku tunggu, dirimu

Biarlah ku simpan,
sampai nanti aku,
‘kan ada di sana,
tenanglah dirimu,
dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku,
kau tak terlihat lagi,
namun cintamu, abadi

Biarlah cintaku,
kau tak terlihat lagi,
namun cintamu, abadi

Di Tempat Kerja

5th Mar 2007 Author: dejavurainbow

mulai dulu deh di tempat kerja

udh sejak hari selasa minggu kemarin, sampai hari ini, senin, berarti sudah seminggu, ga bs kerja maksimal

secara HDD komp gw suddenly dead!!

dunno why

and so complicated, secara data penting blom di back up

menjelang pameran mega bazzar & seminar solution day

sedangkan laporan belanjaan ke taiwan juga menunggu..

 

BT, this is the most right word to explain all

sempet migrain berat, krn biasa repot tiba2 ga ngerjain apa-apa

dan ga ada yg bs kasih solusi and uluran tangan

cuma pak dila seorang yg mau peduli, mencoba memback up data dan men-set ulang XP dan segala cara dia usahakan sehingga meminta HDD baru dari surabaya, dia usahakan.

padahal beliau sendiri jg repot dgn kerjaan sendiri, accounting, apalagi dia jg mau persiapan resign

masih aku repotin ini itu

 

abis di sini perusahaan IT tp ga ada orang IT maintenance…ya klo ada trouble gini, baru berasa repot.

 

gw klo bs pasti ga minta bantuan siapa2, gw back up sendiri, gw benerin sendiri, tp secara gw bukan orang IT, dan ga gitu ngerti masalah begini, ya mau ga mau butuh bantuan..

anybody who can fixed out my computer..please help..i know u busy, and i know u have ur own responsibility, target and so on, but please, help me for a while, i need help here, i have jobs to do, but i can’t do anything with this error computer…

 

and may GOD bless u, pak dilla..my bestfriend, my brother, and also my co-work.

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Long time no blog

5th Mar 2007 Author: dejavurainbow

Alhamdulillah…setelah mengalami "tsunami" yang datang bergantian dengan "angin puting beliung" dan di susul dengan "gempa" yang berkesinambungan…emoticon

here i am…

with my new me, and getting closer with BIG BOSS and getting wiser with all the problems and all the matters…

my new me..

later i’ll tell averything, and i’ll share everything..

my new me..

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